Please please help me, I feel like I’ve no where to turn everything has gone wrong I’m scared I want to give up. I’m pregnant 9 weeks. My first midwife apt is today but I’ve got a big cut down my face. How am I meant to turn up like that? I feel like the minute anyone asks me if I’m ok I’m going to break down. I’m so scared I’ve no money. He has taken it. I can’t even bring myself out of bed now and stop crying. I just want it to end. How can I bring a life into this?
Hello needing advice please, I left my husband 2 months ago and I’m receiving suicide threats on top on all other abuse what should I do?
My dad passed away in 2011. It was a shock. At that time my mom was getting ill with Alzheimer’s. My older sister burst through the front door with tons of papers. Long story short, my parents left her in charge when they passed. For 5 long miserable years, my sister moved in with my mom and me. Took over completely, made my life a living hell. I always knew she was mean but I didn’t know it was this vicious. Over the 5 years I basically took care of my mom while my sister badly dressed her up. Only reason I didn’t leave then was due to my mom. In my teens my parents got a check for me each month but it was in my mom’s name. I never saw any of it. My sister refused to put it in my name at the time. My mom passed away a year ago and I’m still stuck with my sister. She refuses to let me leave and has terrorized me for years by saying I was going to be put in an institution. Just recently I started to realize she couldn’t do that. I’ve noticed how incredibly mean and hateful she is! I saw a pattern and started looking it up and found out she’s a covert narcissist. I’m scared daily of her, never know what attitude she will be in. One minute she’s screaming and yelling at me and then next she will hug me. I’m not saying I’m perfect but goodness gracious! This isn’t normal. Can someone advise me on what to do please?!
A question/situation I would like the group’s thoughts on…
Long story short, I fell into addiction a couple times and voluntarily gave my two children to live with their father to attend a treatment facility over 5 years ago. I am still clean and sober.
In my treatment program is where I learned of the dysfunction in my family. I was/am looked down upon for my decisions in life and am not acknowledged by most of my siblings as a part of the family or even a person. (I am the scapegoat.)
Of course our mother is the root of it all and my siblings are still immersed in her damaging behaviour, while still maintaining their own dysfunction. I, on the other hand have maintained a physical distance from them and am always striving to stay emotionally detached from them for my own well being.
Our youngest brother died suddenly 5 years ago and I was shunned by my surviving siblings at the funeral, and from then on we haven’t spoken. I learned that they still feel anger towards me and haven’t changed their mentality.
Every year there is a memorial where the remaining siblings, and our mother get together for a weekend in the mountains. As well as an annual family get together at my deceased brother’s favourite restaurant on his birthday. I have not once been invited, nor informed of these get togethers. I find out about them through Facebook ‘family’ photos of everyone together pretending to be happy.
I had recently gotten the courage to tell my mother that I want nothing to do with her beyond my children (her grandchildren). And have stuck to my decision for the first time in my life.
Suddenly I received a text message from her asking if I want to come to the mountain get together. I was shocked. I was pleased to finally be considered and acknowledged but don’t want to go. I cannot be a part of their toxic dynamic. I can’t sit and pretend it’s okay, and smile for the photos when literally nothing has changed except me.
I find it intriguing that this sudden invitation has come after I put my foot down.
We all know narcissists will try and usually succeed in coaxing us back over and over again (such was my life for over 30 years).
What are your thoughts?
I need some advice. I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for at least 20 years. We have been married before and we talk about marriage with each other but haven’t done it up because of a situation that came up 3 1/2 years ago. I found out that he was talking to my best friend behind my back and was told from another person that there was more going on. I left him for 2 months after that and then decided to take him back because I felt sorry for him and thought I still loved him. I let her in my home and we did everything together with not knowing what was going on behind my back. He knew she wasn’t my friend and pretend that she was. I know it’s been years since this happened but it is still haunts me. I can’t get over the fact that he let it happen and now I am living with him and so hurt that he could do this with no conscience. He acts like he didn’t do nothing wrong but talk to her behind my back and she would call him to talk about me. All I want is the truth and how he be so innocent that he did this. I guess what I am saying is how do I stay with this man after he did this? When he was married before he did it to his wife as well and now he’s saying he’s changed and he loves me and doesn’t want to lose me but I just can’t go on but not sure if I can just let everything go that we built together. My ex-husband abused me too and I feel so unworthy. Any advice that you could give me would be great. Thanks for your time.
I really hope that you’re going to help me…
My narc ex girlfriend just invited me to her wedding. I already told her a year before to never ever contact me again after we broke up. I asked her to live our own life separately.
Yesterday she phoned me and asked for a meeting, I reminded her that I am not interested to have anymore contact with her, she asked me as if nothing wrong has ever happened (mind you the discard was brutal, and she right away jumped into another relationship). This morning she asked for my office security to give me her wedding invitation. Why did she do this? I only asked her to leave me alone.
We had been together for five years, and yeah put down, yelling, and name calling were included in it.
What should I do? We have same circle of friends and they did not know how she behaved when we were together for five years.
It still stings and hurts so much…
Question: of all of the spot on articles I read I haven’t run across one that talks about the narcissist ‘faking’ pain or being sick.
He does this when he wants to get out of going somewhere or when he wants my attention. This morning he knew I was coming into the room and put on the act big time complaining of back pain. An hour later I came down snuck up on him, watching his totally normal demeanour. Then I made noise letting him know I was there instant I’m in excruciating pain act.
He gets like this when I tell him we need to talk, this needs to end, please be nice, etc. he is although total normal when he goes out to the gym, work, other friends, people I call his fans. Anyway I could go on and on as you know.
Am I imagining this? Or do you really think he’s in pain and I’m
being mean? I am so lost and confused with this asshole. So pathetic because I have a very strong schooling background and a professional in my field. I feel ashamed of myself that I have gone down this horrific downward spiral and was fooled, taken advantage of, made a fool of. Don’t get me wrong, o by no means think I’m better then or above anyone. It’s all me I am disappointed in myself.
I’m now so broken, before she returned, I already prepared myself for the take-off but she became so sweet, the kind of person anyone would want to be with, and now she’s gone again. With, of course, a lot of reasons behind her being cold and silent treatment. Please help me. What should I do? Are they really like that? Shows you so much love, ideally a perfect normal relationship, and come another day, they leave without any reason (well, not that I know of). I’m so broken I don’t know what to do with this anymore.
Hoping to hear from all of you and eventually follow and listen to your responses. Many thanks
So can this be a learned behaviour for survival, or brainwashing?
How sad our society has become that it is seemingly everyone has this in their lives! And this is really heart-breaking, it’s my daughter, but I’ve seen on the page I’m by far alone there either. Could her husband have turned her into a narc? No matter thank you, from everything I’ve read on the page and her behaviour, disrespectful, taking no responsibility for anything, blaming, hurtful words, her behaviour is a mirror image of what her husband’s has always been, after almost 25 years of marriage! She is not the girl I raised and had a very good relationship with. I do not know that person! Her husband has succeeded in tearing our tiny family apart. Sorry for going on, I need a therapist, I’m senior and need to find out if it’s covered. I stopped crying a while ago because now it’s a callous on my heart but I cried a river over the last 16 plus years.