I know that I’m wrong for this, but I’m married and having an affair with a person that I strongly believe may be narcissistic. I was in a bad place in the marriage, met this person, got involved and fell in love. Now, I am unable to break free of them and they are doing everything they can to keep me tied to this unhealthy relationship. I know it is and I keep trying to break free, but feel sick the moment I try to walk away. I love him. I’ve learned to stop telling him things about the marriage because he uses them to control me and threaten to expose me. Now, I’m so terrified that if I get the strength to walk away, he will expose the entire affair and this could affect not only my family, but my kids, my job, my church community. He has even threatened to come to my church and expose me to the members. I want out, but don’t know how. I’ve gone no contact for a few months once before. He continued to call, text, inbox, etc. He sleeps with women and I suspect men as well.