My father is a premium grade narcissist. For years I’ve put up with his crap. He destroyed any feelings I had for him long ago. He destroys any kind of friendship or relationship. Nothing lasts. No surprise there. Except me. I’m still here. Does it make me a bad person to continue to put up with him as he’s getting old and I think I deserve some recompense for all I have had to put up with over all these years?