He just some how keeps messing with me. He’s had me blocked on Facebook since early November and I was notified today by a friend of a couple of songs that he shared on Facebook. The songs would indicate that he’s missing me. After a couple of hours thinking about it I decided to see if he unblocked me. And sure enough, he did. He wants me to see them. I instantly got a nauseous, shaking, and heart racing to my body. Long story, but no matter what, I can not message him since there’s a no contact order between us. So, I think that the hardest part for me is that there was no closure to our break up. I know that I wouldn’t even go back to him even if it was an option. There’s no trust and he has hurt me so much. Even his family talks to me still and tells me how he’s mean to me. When we were together his 24 year old daughter stood up for me serval times. Very rarely do your step kids/step moms have the kind of relationship that her and I had. She always introduced me as her mom. I’m sick wondering what he’s going to do next. I have even been considering moving to the other side of the country because of him and his lies. I just need away from him.