I have been following your Facebook page with such interest. I have a Narc mother – and I think I may have a Narc husband but I’m getting confused about if maybe I’m the awful one. My mother never liked me – would humiliate me constantly in order to make herself look good – I can’t even begin to describe what she did to me over the years. It makes me feel so sick.
My husband has no empathy. After my mastectomy we inadvertently ended up by a beach and I just froze – he walked off saying that it wasn’t his problem and that there would always be beautiful women to look at.
Time after time after time things happened like this – going to dinner and being ignored, going to pick the dogs up from the kennel and being ignored. I had major surgery a few years ago and had to ask him not to flirt with the nurses just for that day.
When I’m sad or in need of attention from my oncologist he withholds all care. He is fine when I’m ‘behaving’ but the minute there is any pressure he withdraws and withholds and it doesn’t matter how sad or hurt I am he just stares at me angrily and keeps saying f ‘well what do you want to do about it’.
Everything is met with anger, detachment, withholding of love or compassion or empathy. He doesn’t talk to his two children because they don’t ‘care’ about his troubles with their mother. So many hard things – so much anger and awful cold aggression – but I’m starting to think maybe it’s me? Maybe my needs are selfish? Maybe I’m the one who is just expecting too much? Or maybe if my other is a cruel and unkind narcissist – well maybe I am one too?
Can you help me? I have just gotten some anxiety tablets today to try and help me settle down – but I truly am worried that maybe I’m the one making things difficult empty and sad.
Thank you for your site, xx I’m so ashamed of everything – I used to be so strong and capable. My cancer and subsequent partner have kind of thrown me.